Late Night Thoughts

In this mix of things that have happened within the past two months (with the number of bad outweighing the good) I'd like to say that perhaps the best thing that has ever happened to me occurred in early-to-mid July. I'm only writing this because it seems that I have better composition in text format than in speaking. Forgive me on that.

To be honest, I don't know where to start. It's been the best month of my life every second I'm with you. There are the adventures/misadventures we've had, normal everyday things, and just sometimes taking the time to relax and talk. Because of just about anything, you are the best person I know. Don't feel like that's a bad thing, because I know quite a few people, and, all things considered, you still outrank them all by a lot. Maybe it's because I can be my true self around you, and you seem to like it (from what I can tell); maybe it's because of how you are when we're together. You'll always bring a smile to my face, no matter what my previous mood may have been. If I seem worried, it's because I feel like I might mess something up, and I really don't want to. Seeing as how this is the first relationship I have ever been in, you get to be the captain: I'm just along for the ride, so let me know what I need to do. And what a wonderful ride it's been. As far as my point of view is concerned on this whole thing, I'm glad to say that it just keeps getting better and better. I don't know your exact feelings, but unless you're a great actor, I can take a ballpark guess.

Just some late night things popping into my head before I fall asleep. I know I should be more "direct" with this (such as saying this to you), but I figured you already did one, so... why not?